I saw him
And then I knew
From the first hello
Right from the get-go
I knew I had met my next mistake

I know I shouldn't do it
It was like seeing your favorite piece of chocolate while on a diet. 
Dancing in the rain though you have a cold. 
Seeing him was my pleasure 
Hurting him was my pain. 

I could claim it was hard
But it was too easy to smile when he smiled 
And laugh at his jokes
To blush at his penetrating glances
To trace his soft hands as they held mine

It started with a smile
And ended in a queen size 
It filled me with shame 
While I emptied my desires

I was a willing prey
Who played catch with her predator
I looked into his eyes 
Enticed him with a smile 
"I am yours," He said
I couldn't be his as I was another's

And so, I danced to the beat of my heart,
I would hide my texts and hold my phone close,
Play hide and seek, 
Made up lies of extra work, 
Anything to keep him close

I would shut my brain down
Live, love, don't think
I love him for now maybe not forever 
Seeing as I am sworn to another 

And he loved me
Until he saw her.


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